I’ve had the honor of having one girlfriend since I’ve been about 5 years old. Friends through dancing lessons almost thirty years ago, our friendship has truly stood the test of time. Through highs and lows, through break-ups and deaths, through losing and regaining contact like we hadn’t missed a day, we’ve still managed to make it out to the other side still friends – and I don’t ever recall actually fighting with this friend… ever.

I don’t see her often as I am busy with Nicholas and she is busy with her career. But that doesn’t mean we’ve ever grown apart or haven’t thought about each other.

I just had to post at how very proud I am of her.

The last couple of times I have seen her lately, I have dominated the conversations about what’s been going on with Nicholas. How he’s getting better. How his vaccines harmed him. How by treating Mercury Poisoning, his speech is flowing. And I’ve felt bad, in retrospect for dominating such a conversation – because quite frankly, I would rather be talking about anything else. Anything else but vaccines and the horror and conspiracy that surrounds what is happening to our children.

But she’s eager to listen – and has always seemed like she was paying attention to my sometimes mind-numbing banter. But she’s been there for me – and truly has been a shoulder to lean on / bitch to / you name it. 🙂

Anyway, this past week, she got into a vaccine conversation with another friend of hers – and she disputed what her friend had told her. Apparently, her child’s pediatrician states that he personally spends in excess of ONE MILLION DOLLARS per year to make sure the vaccines he gives his client are safe. What was my friend’s response to this? “BULLSHIT. That’s a blatant lie.”

Well, the friend gobbled that atrocious line of mis-speaking up like it was a spoonful of sugar. What I do believe the pediatrician’s statement was – was that he spends a million dollars a year stocking his practice’s shelves with vaccines for his clients and since the AAP and CDC say they’re safe, then they are. But that’s not how it came out of this pediatrician’s mouth, now was it?

In the past week alone, I’ve heard several stories from pediatrician’s appointments all over the country that I have to raise the BULLSHIT flag to. Sadly, this was only one story. Tell me something pediatricians who use double-talk to reassure your patients into vaccinating their children, IF THEY’RE SO SAFE, WHY DO YOU FEEL YOU HAVE TO MIS-SPEAK AND OUTRIGHT LIE?

Because you don’t truly believe the crap the AAP and CDC are slinging and you don’t want to end up losing a million bucks in un-purchased vaccine stock rotting away and expiring on your shelves. You don’t have the backbone to stand up and say ENOUGH like so many of us parents do only because we have been forced to. Stand up and be ONE LESS PEDIATRICIAN WHO KNOWINGLY HARMS AN INNOCENT CHILD for the sake of vaccine profit. I’d gladly write you a check for the un-used vaccine so you can re-coup you investment for what made you a few bucks has already cost us thousands.

So, my dear friend, you can’t imagine how proud I am of you. You’ve heard me. You’ve seen what’s happened to Nicholas. You’re watching him recover. and quite frankly, that’s all I can ask.

You are truly a friend I will have until the day I die. Knowing that gives me comfort at a time where I can certainly use it. I love you and appreciate our friendship more than you know.