From today through the next few days, Regression begins – Nicholas cried the whole day at school. Temper tantrums (which were pretty much gone) quickly returned. Nicholas obsessed once again with going outside – and tantrums while standing at the front door. His eye contact has diminished. He began playing with himself without a care in the world again. Started not wanting to get out of the car or even to be un-buckled in his car seat. Halloween was a chore getting him into school for his party. He walked around the playground during the parade with his head down to the ground – he did not even notice that we were there. Hyperactivity has returned. This. Is. Heartbreaking.